All I want to do is kill myself.


The Carter during the 2014 VMAs

I really can not get over this gif because it’s almost like Piper wasn’t told to do that hand thing and Alex wasn’t expecting it but she thought it was really cute and omg I love them so much

I’m not in a good place.

I literally just want to disappear. I have guys attacking me cause I don’t want to get with them. I have friends talking shit about me behind my back. I have friends that went away to college and haven’t talked to me. I don’t even know who I can call a friend anymore. I don’t even know who I can trust. I falling back into cutting myself. I am hating my body even more and I try to fake that I still have confidence, but inside I’m dying. I’m just not in a good place anymore and I don’t even want to live anymore. I don’t want to be here. I want to runaway or something.

I like my body when it’s with yours  💕