All I want to do is kill myself.
I literally just want to disappear. I have guys attacking me cause I don’t want to get with them. I have friends talking shit about me behind my back. I have friends that went away to college and haven’t talked to me. I don’t even know who I can call a friend anymore. I don’t even know who I can trust. I falling back into cutting myself. I am hating my body even more and I try to fake that I still have confidence, but inside I’m dying. I’m just not in a good place anymore and I don’t even want to live anymore. I don’t want to be here. I want to runaway or something.